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[Nov. 19th, 2009|01:52 pm] |
I think it's important to try to come up with your own concept of how you want to live. Like when it comes to Love for example. Sometimes people get so deeply 'in love'. It doesn't work out. ANd then when it doesn't work out they figure it was the wrong chance, or , that now they don't want love cause it's bunk. But once they think love is bunk , or once their love switch is turned off they also tend to reject activities associated with being 'loving' and they reject their love-like emotions. They also tend to perceive others that do anything associated with 'love' as foolish.
In fact they are repulsed by the very notion of love because they acknowledge their own failure with reaching that ideal concept. In fact sometimes they realize how inconsistent their concept of how things work are with the reality of how things actually work, and it causes them to reject certain 'falsehoods'.
But I notice that some of these rejected things are actually incomplete concepts anyway so they're kind of throwing out fragments of concepts associated with traumatic memories that has some part in them disassociating from the concepts, maybe.
In other words: the falsehoods are also inconsistent.
People don't know what they want and they also don't know how things work, simultaneously.
I know that extremism has its points.
And localities have their positions.
But I am a proponent of actively suspending everything that you assert, which includes some things that you usually don't associate with being asserted by you, but which may in fact be turned into assertions. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|08:09 pm] |
Hmmm.. someone in a special interest group I'm in mentioned the medicine BPAP, and I quick searched and wikipedia'd it. BPAP [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%28-%29-1-%28Benzofuran-2-yl%29-2-propylaminopentane] works like amphetamines in that it stimulates the release of DA, NE and 5HT; however it works by a different mechanism. Amphetamines release the neurotransmitters in an uncontrolled manner, whereas BPAP releases them based on neighboring neurons being stimulated.. I.E. it increases the amount of neurotransmitters released based on external input only.
What's interesting though is that on the same page it states that PEA and Selegiline work with the same mechanism as BPAP [ increases the amount of neurotransmitters released based on external input only].
I didn't know that! |
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|02:08 pm] |
brutal truth of flesh husk
all reasoning is lost
time is a question
when i hit rock bottom I bounce
and again in half time
and again in half time
and again in half time |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|06:18 am] |
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The one reason I'm still moving on
I told you I wanted to peel the flesh away from this soul;
it is done when we combine our DNA
and wiggle in
to another worm-hole |
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